i just saw a subway rat pick up a yu-gi-oh card with its teeth

I’m resisting quitting my job. But it can feel more powerful and less helpless.

Intuition is You guiding me.
Intuition, if it’s something I ought to follow for protection and confidence and self fulfillment,
must be You guiding me.

Like the glint in my peripheral that brought my attention to the subway rat picking up the Yu-Gi-Oh card with their teeth.
Or the stunning portrait making by the artist I sat across from,
an affirmation of what I want to be,
what I was some hours ago, painlessly and boredom free.

The natural choices and execution of those choices,
accumulated consequence via creating,
listening to the language of sense with my palms, my fingers, my thumbs,
signifiers of humanity designing Your design,
holding Your hand,
forming a channel with The Source through which favour flows.

I want to direct my prayers more.
Dedicate each prayer to a different category of duas assigned.
Keep track of people and outcomes to make dua for.
It seems like You are asking us to participate.
Be in congruence with You,
who regardless are in my soul, mind, and heart,
behind my rainbow tinted eyelash reflections under Your powerful sun.
A spectacle by Your Courtesy.

Thank you.